Today was one of those gloomy days for me. Have you ever awaken in the morning, saw that it looked dry, and only when you start walking to class does it start raining. Well that happened to me 4 times today. I was walking to class for my final at 7:00am, and I had only walked for a minute, before it started raining. Then during the afternoon when i was going to go meet up with my lab partner. It was sunny and all of a sudden it started raining. Then it started raining as i walked back from my teachers office hour. Then as i walked out of class, I was 100yards from the cafteria before it started raining on me again. Asdf, it was just one of those days.
To top it, my lab partner and I were working on our project and everything was not working correctly at all. So we sat around for one hour trying to figure out what was wrong. So we went to the teachers office hour, and she quickly fixes it for us. Everything then starts to work fine. Then we go and fine tune our equations in the problem, and when we go to run the program, the same problem pops back up. I wanted to start hitting my head against the table, but we were in the library using matlab on their computer. So there were a lot of people next to us, and I didn’t want to freak out the girl next to me.
I think I am mentally and emotionally drained right now. For some reason when i’m feeling gloomy I feel like a shadow. I’m around, but no one notices me. It’s all mental, I’m like barry zito, all cerebral. Then I think back to cross country and here’s what do i remember. Everyone else is feeling the same amount of pain as me, and wants to quit. I just have to mentally toughen up and not dwell on the pain. Keep on concentrating.
But anyways after having a little pep talk with myself before i went to work at lighthouse. I don’t want to have myself feeling gloomy working. So I go in and set up, and randomly Justin comes in and gives Rick a hug and then Rick gives me and hug, and so does Bill. Then I feel so much better for the rest of the day. It was just some random thing. =O.